Doesn’t it just bite how easily and quickly your day can go from full of possibility to full of crap? For me, today, it took one piece of news, which I’m not really ready to write or talk about…
No, I know I can’t run away. Sure want to though. Right now, I just don’t want to be me, don’t want to be the one dealing with this life of mine. It’s complicated and messy and just when I think I’m making a difference, life laughs at me and shows me just how little all my efforts really affect what happens or doesn’t happen.
I could easily be depressed, but I’ll choose not to go there. Too much effort required to climb back up out of that.
Baby Sis asked me the other day, “Don’t you sometimes just get in a frump?”
Yeah, I do. That’s about all I allow myself these days…a few hours of a really frumpy frump. And not too often, either.
But today? Since I can’t run away from home, I’m going to spend the last 30 minutes of this day getting my frump on, and hopefully wake up with a new attitude in the morning.